| my spendings rounded to the nearest dollar:
july-$190
august-$265
september-$410
october-$342
november-$268
december-$803
january-$409
february-$340
march-$298
april-$305 + $830 for college deposits.
wtf?? credit cards suck.
this month:
sephora-275
ae-120
food-5
MIScellaneous-20 :P
and its only may4.
edited:may 12.
food-3
Victorias secret- 300
edited:may 30
additional spendings: $226
total may spendings:649
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| What has happened to me? I used to care. I used to care about my future. I would never miss a day of school, even if i had a 100 degree fever. and yet, here i am, i havent gone to school since last thursday because i can't wake up. college used to be the... ultimate goal. i used to think i can go to Harvard. but now, i even got deferred from Binghamton. sigh, I really don't know what to think anymore. i dont know why i don't care enough to realize how horrible this is. i don't want to be a failure. School used to be my #1 priority, now i don't give a crap about it anymore. i honesty hope that in college i would change, and what i am experiencing now is only senoritis. i don't want to be a failure.
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| so i decided to not shower after a long sweaty work out yet because i am lazy
and what is there to do that is better than to reread my past entries
they are so funny, i see that i always put my relationshps and alll my thoughts here.
reading all my entries made me smile, miss people or things, and i almost started to cry HAHA, and it stirred up a lot of emotions.
and how i used to get like 80 visits a day and now i get like 0, butthast ok. i just like to ramble here when i have nothing better to do.
it makes me sad how i used to... be so devoted to following God and now, i am doing everything i'm not supposed to. sigh..i have no desire and my love for Him has gone cold.
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